It's been a while, allow me to reintroduce myself.
I used to have this blog as a place where I could rant specifically for my depression called Tears, Smiles & Me. But it's gone; goodbye TSM. Now I want to branch out into something more, yes I still feel the same way as I did before (hey that rhymed), but I want to help myself- not just drown myself in my worries and sorrows. I am a huge lover of makeup, books, decor, interior design, etc; so I wanted to document and review it on here. Things are slightly new and I've not done a review blog in about 2-3 years so things are going to be all over the place! (I need to work on my structures.)
As you can tell, I've still left up some of my old posts and I just wanted to inform you (whoever 'you' could be) that I'm not longer with those girls- I have completely washed my hands with them and I must say...I've never felt more free. Why didn't I do this months ago? Probably because I was scared. I was on my own for a couple days but then some really lovely girls asked me if I wanted to join them for lunch (I've known the main girl since year 7- I'm year 10 now.) I like this new chapter of my life, and no it's not perfect but it's not as rubbish either. Those other nasty girls were definitely a big contributor to my depression and now I feel as if a weight has been lifted off my shoulders, to be honest.
I've also started exercising A LOT more, and I. FEEL. GREAT! I mean, my heart's not in trouble any more, I don't eat as much crap, and I can walk up the 3 flights of stairs at school without tasting blood (tmi? soz.)
So, yeah, I've started a new chapter in my life and I feel loads better.
M ♥
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